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You had him so scared. He was so mad T'kor didn' tput you up he cried in his bed and threatened to quiet. That's aura. he had these gross preconceived notions of you and that's why he thought you were dangerous

But he knew internally it's because... or maybe he didn't

I don't understand, you woudl think he would be scared of how smart you are and how good you are at connecting with people. Instead he was like she wears makeup

When he was describing his type when everyone was doing that, that was cracking me up because that's always a red flag to me when guys bring up makeup in a negative connotation. It brings me back to the Gone Girl monologue

I haven't seen that one

You would like it

We shoudl wtach it together after this. Or maybe I Can just watch it

She's leaving her husband driving a car, and guys always say their defining term is cool girl, east pizza, remains a size two, all thsi stuff, all that to basically say she's don with that kind of thing. When guys have every told me you really hsouldn't wear all that make up, you look so much bette,r it's just a control thing and it's strange. Why o you think I'm doing this for you? Seriously

If I interact with people like that in real life, I ask why do you cut your hair that way. Liek I think it looks good. You're doing it for you. If other people see it and like it, then cool. But I'm not wearing my hair like this becaues the ladies love it. Or I'd be like you don't dress a certain way thinking this is gonna get so many way, you'r edressing in it because you think the clothes are cool you're ocmortable in it. It's an expression of identity. I'm always ?? when people ?? makeup ??

also the way RUbina was talking... I really wish I was better at remembering detials, but I just take cliffnotes. Everything she told me inreference he said about me, a few things were clea.r He was, he's just jealous of me. Hello? And ther's those kind of guys unfortnately taht feel that way about certain women. And maybe he was just mad about whtaever he's mad about. Evne when I woulddress up for live shows, he would react an d tell me I looked good, but I feel like he just has a lot of stuff oging on interanlly. I can't be mad for him no tliking me because he never took the time to get to know me. He did the opposite. He took the time to not get to know me so he could paint a narrative. Which is fine because he did that with literally everybody in here

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Pool day. That sound fun. Maybe we play Mafia, that sounds fun to

No, I want a different game

Contact

I'm cool with Contact. We never played the Olympic mini game sthat Rubina had planned
 

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and you know we're gonna change the game

we're not like other showmances. it's very funny. Cause you're allowe dto target us because we should compartmentalize the game

and for them to ?? we know we're working separately

I was lik eif you are you should just lean into ti and be like yup we're together. That strategy of we're differnet, it just doesn't work. You have to double down on the showmance

I don't lke Cam. Especually like that

I belvie you

BUt it did sart to get where it was flirty, and i think inevitably, me being nice can be misconstrued, and i think at one point he was like, whenever it got to the point of almost corssing the line I laid down the law. Crossing the line to me is ??anything liek that. IW as lik epeople are seeing us even talking too each other too much. And also he just kind of started to bother me. In almost every way. And told me that I'm an argumetnative person. But also prior to that

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T'kor, Chelsie, and Kimo talk in the kitchen. Angela sits at the kitchen table

Kimo looks at the food

Kimo: What's the penalty

Angela: It could be an extra vote against you
 

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Cam joins Leah and Quinn in the HOH room

Quinn: I knew about Nutella before you even

Leah: shut up

Quinn: I did. I lived in Germany for ?? it wasn't until like 8th grade that Nutella was popping off

Leah: Maybe in Oklahoma

Quinn: Are you trying to pull the ?? wars?

Cam: People with nut allergies? I elarned about it first. Nutella was a replacement for peanut butter

Leah: you're not allergic to hazel nut?

Cam: No there was sunflower butter, nutella. Thse are the two peanut alternatives

Leah: You're not allergic to hazel nut? Let's get some nutella in this biotch

Cam: I don't know if I'm allergic. I had some nutella before and I didn't die. So I don't know if I'm crazy allergy or mildly allergic

Cam: I was allergive to high fructose corn syrup for a while.

Leah: What did you eat?

Cam: From 6 to 8, I just ate baked beans and hot dogs every night

Leah puts a blanket over her and they pretend not to see her
 

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Kimo and Chelsie talk in the kitchen

Kimo: Whod o you think fans are comparing us to in terms of former houseguests?

Chelsie: Ttha's a great question. I don't know if I have an answer to it. I don't know

Kimo: I hink it depends on what's being shown of me. Me interacting with people at my best

Chelsie: You're like, he was on the twein season. He always wore a bowtie, he was really sassy with the twins?

Angela: Andy?

Kimo: Red head?

Chelsie: No not red head. When he got evicted he wore this nice

Kimo: You takling about Frankie?

Chelsie: Oh! Frankie makes more sense. Oh my God. No he was on with Judas and the twins. Him and Da'Vonne were tight. You knwo who I'm talking about?

Kimo: Yes. Jason. Cause he was on OTT

Chelsie: Him and Da'Vonne were first to discover the twins. That is completely you

Kimo: I loved Jason and I feel

CHelsie: I just forgot about Frankie but Frankie makes a lot of sense for you as well

Kimo: because of the musical side of things too

Chelsie: Yes, and just vibrant prsonality and the things

Kimo: Cam has said that before

Chelsie: Frankie?

Kimo: Vibrant. I guess that's not a word people back home would use. But I love that word

Chelsie: yes you have a vibrant personality for sure

Kimo: Okay, I love. Who else? Actually JOseph kind of gives me, that same season. Judas?

Chelsie: Ahaa

Kimo: Does he give kind of the same

Chelsie: Yes

Angela: How was he has a player?

Chelsie: He kind of chilled. He made it top 5 or top 6. He was a former wrestler

Kimo: You also wrestled

Joseph: In high school

Kimo: Personality wise he was also a wrestler, he love dSHakespeare, he majored in literature. So I feel similar darker tones but still sweet on the inside too

Joseph: Okay, cool. Was he a good player?

Kimo: He made top 6

Chelsie: yeah he made it far. Did the twins vote him out? Or were the twins out already

Kimo: One of the twins was still in

Chelsie: and he was in love with one of the twins too. And she actually grew to like him

Joseph: So he had a showmance?

Kimo: Yeah eventually

Joseph: I do too. I mean it's out there also

Kimo: and I'm a twin as well. Twin twist. Can you imagine?

Joseph: ??

Kimo: Chels said I Was giving Jason on season 17. He had lots of persoanlity, a little bit sassy. but also too I thought she was gonna sy Frankie

Joseph: You kind of remind me of the lawyer guy

Kimo: Michael? I love

Chelise; Which one's Michael?

??: On Taylor's season

Chelsie: Oh. I feel like JAson had more personality thatn Michale. Michael wa smore

Kimo: subdued

Chelise: Jason he was on Da'Vonne's season. Him and Da'Vonne were the ones that figured out the twins

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Chelsie: No, Mama Felicia? She was just her own self

Kimo: She cut out a whole nother archetype for future people

Joseph: You did not just compare her to mama Felicia. You are foul

Chelsie: Mama Felicia walked around with a robe all the time. She was late to a veto meeting because she had to put her eyebrows on. Ain't nobody doing that but T'kor. And they waited for it. It's accurate

Kimo: I also think that you are very different than many houseguests. I feel you are also cutting out another kind of archetype because in the sea of loud personalities in this house, the contrast of who you are is wonderful, this show always goes for hte loud personalities. They wr elike what kind of guy are you looking for? I was like someone that could balance me ou. They were like not in this house. So when I met you I was like woah very very nice. I didn't expect it but I love. Obsessed

Chelsie: No I do think she carved out a different archetype

Kimo: Just in terms of being very introverted. Steve was very introverted, and very smart.

Chelsie: He won

Kimo: And he won. But the thing is too you're incredibly creative. You're like iunnecessarily funny

Chelsei: doesn't even try

Kimo: So I do think that there's things that you 100% brought to the table. Last ight I as thinking about...

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Cam, Quinn, and Leah continue talking in the HOH room

Cam says he just saw T'kor eat somethin goff the plate that looks like bacon

Cam leaves the room

Leah says she has to go brush her teeth

Quinn says they were hotboxing in here

Leah says they finally got the black n milds

Leah says she just has to tuck the chain in case anyone gets froggy

Quinn says his is broken

Leah say shers is a twisty thing
 

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Cam joins T'kor, Chelsie, and the others downstairs in the kitchen

Kimo: Also? Howard. Season 15. Sweet but strong. Beautiful

Cam: Oh

Leah joins

Kimo asks Leah to knead his lower back

Chelsie: Are you really moving in with us? I thought you meant this morning moving in with me outside this house. I'm like hell no

Leah: That's what I meant. You meant in this hosue?


Leah: I literally go upstairs to the DR every morning ...?

Chelsie and Rubina tell Joseph to get mad so they can have another party
 

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Leah: Vanessa and Lisa have similar energy

T'kor: What do you think about that one girl. The smart one

Chelsie: That narrows it down

Joseph: There's only been one smart girl

??: I'm trying to think of past seasons that I've watched

Leah: Who did you all compare yourselves to?

Kimo: Chelsie compared me to a mixture of Jason from

Leah: 17

Kimo: and Frankie. but also Michael is what Joseph said

Leah: I think me and you have a very Da'Vonne and Jason relationship

Chelsie: That's what I said.

Leah: and that's how I view Chelsie too. Chelsie's kind of Da'Vonne adjacent but more loud

Kimo: She's like a mixture between Da'Vonne and Taylor and Britney

Leah: Oh yeah

Chelsie: Those are the ones that were brought up

Leah: And those ate rliterally my three favorites. But when we talk that's how, like the twins. How does anyone not see it?

Kimo: ??

??: and then what's his name is like I"m a dentist and I can tell one of them has a fake crown. and he was making them smile at her

Leah: It's giving Kimo. What was his name the dentist guy?

Quinn: Johnny Mac. I was gonna say Joseph and Johnny Mac

Kimo: I could also see a mixture between Johnny Mac and McCrae

Quinn: McCrae is crazy

Kimo: But the best of both. The style of McCrae, the personality of Johnny Mac, but also somebody really sweet too

Quinn: McCrae was one of thtose reality TV guys that had long hair and I was like there we go, that' sme. I've not seen season 15 since it came out

Kimo: I don't think anyone would...

Quinn: For some reason I associate the number 14 wit February

Leah: Valentine's day February 14

Quinn: Oh that's ??

Leah: T'kor is her own character, who's never been on Big Brother ever

Kimo: who would you compare yourself too? I gues sI could also see those two with a Cody. Not just because of the soccer, but he was also really sweet. And hot

Quinn: I'm not even in your top 6 Kimo. Quit trying to make this happen alright?

Kimo: Me, rap party drunk. Actually you're in my top 2

Turner. I would feel very comfortable being compared to TUrner

Kimo: Maybe that's a better yeah

Quinn: In season 25, Jag was a chill dude, but I think that's just kind of where it ended. I just thought he seemed like a chill guy

Kimo: I'm also ?? people that have big personalities too cause you do in a good way

Leah: I compared Matt to Frenchie. Jus tlike starting everything day one

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Leah: Jason was one of my favorites

Kimo: he disappeared after

Leah: He kind of rubbed people the wrong way. he did say some things that were hm, But I did love his energy

Chelsei: He was him the whole time

The girl that always hung out with James wiht the red lipstick from 17

Victoria

No

One of the twins?

No, with the red lipstick

Oh I know who you're talking about

James?

She had purple hair?

Leah: No blond hair, red lipstick. She was like a server. I think Quinn would know

James season?

Leah: Oh, not 17

James was on

Da'Vonne was 17 though

THen he was 17 and 18

Leah: But I'm talking 17 because she was only

I don't know who you're talking about. Did she cry a lot?

The girl taht James was always around with the red lipstick

Quinn: Meg?

Leah: Meg! That was also someone I compared myself to. Because we were so similar. She was such a baddy, she was so cool She had her own ense of everything, she didn't care. and she hung around with James all the time and she would ??

Kimo: She has a theater background. And she casts now

Leah: Really? I didn't know that. I didn't watch them all, I would just hop around

Chelsie: Me too

Leah: I liked how she wa skind and had good relationships with all the people. And she was a server. I liekd her a lot. Although I really loev Britney

Chelsie: The reason I don't think you're like Britney, emotionally yeah. But she wa slike spicy and kind of in certain senses a little bit mean soemtimes, and you're not like that

Leah: That's what I mean. In the mean aspect, and who was the other girl

Chelsie: she could not stand?

Leah: Rachel. One thing I didn't lik ewas the ways and attacks she would put against Rachel because I didn't think that was funny at all

Chelsie: that's why when you say Britney I'm like

Leah: I'm saying she says what's on her mind. I compare our ?? and our diary rooms ?? mentally in our heads a lot about different things, but as far as certain things she would say I think certain attacks people came for Rachel about I (don't agree with) ?? thinking she was just a dumb waitress. You got your big boobs and your, she underestimated Rachel and that's something I would not do. I never underestimate someone based on the way they look, or made fun of them in that way, or undercut someone and say they're not as good as me. That's not my vibe, but I just like the way Britney was very forward and boss

Kimo: she was also very aware of the world too. And also very conscious

Leah: that's why I loved that season, it was a very raw season. I feel like they let you into the personalities ... one thing I miss is the vulnerability and rawness of the houseguests. And truly get to see the ??. That's why I'm glad to be part of this season because I feel like that' ssomething they're going to do more

Chelsie: I think people in your demogrpahic would be proud

Leah: also same for you. The personalities we have, we're all pretty open. I also think it's the more than meets th eye thing. I think for all of our fields w eare a standout in those fields, do you know what I mean?

Chelsei: At first i was confused

??: by what?

Chelsie: the (beginning ?)

Kimo: In terms of

??: I actually think what's ?? the duality

??: I like the duality. Actually

Kimo: everybody has like two sides

Chelsie: Actually, cause what's your two sides, cause I have half holy half hood. Half righteous half ratchet

T'kor: Love it

??: but when you say that it makes sense

Kimo: Imagine that is the tag that we don't even hear

Chelsie: what would be your ??

??: sweet and spicy

Chelsei: I didn't even think abotu that but that makes sense

Kimo: Yes, like

Chelsie: Sweet and strong

Kimo: Yes

T'kor: No spicy

Kimo: No him

T'kor: Cam I would say kind and strong

Chelsie: I would say Rubina, and this from a song but, is a mighty as a lion but gentle as a blue bird. THose two combined

I don't want to hear

I said sweet and spicy

I'd also say grounded and firey

but your idea of the dichotomy and juxtaposition of everything, it goes from

yes and no

Leah: Joseph is like

Kimo: Hot

Chelsie: Joseph is

leah: He's like sneaky but

Chelsie: sneaky but kind. He's kind

Kimo: I coudl see stealthy but kind

leah: But loving. he's a very lving

Kimo: Sweet. I love alliteration

I wodner what outside perception is because we could say this all day

Chelsie: they're all stupid boring and dumb

Leah: Imagine they don't air any of my personality and they're all like

Chelsie: when you said something it did spark something. You have recrharge my core, animal obsession. Binary bridge, and bad AI. And then the rooms

Rubina: which came firs tand what came first

Leah: Duality
 

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Joseph talks to the cams in teh Rock room.

He apologizes to Matt

This game is just really hard. Really really hard. Once again sorry Matt, you're a good guy man. You didn't deserve that from me. Sometimes I take jokes way too far man. Sorry sorry sorry

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Leah

I'm definitely more clingy than you are

Chelsie: Oh yeah, for sure

O'm a certified stage 5

All of my best friends are though. I attarct all people just like leha. It's opposite of me

My kind of friends like you and T'kor, tho se are the kinds of peole I need to bother 24/7

Yeah we know. We're aware. I just know there's somebody standing behind me it's leah. She needs attention and affection

the more it dwindles down it's the people i like to bother th emost. Even Kimo he's ??

but Kimo's keen to wanting that. I'm not. Kimo's better at receiving that. I'm like get away

That's why I'm ike he's better at receiving it

?? fun

that's what I don't like

oh the chase

I've been best friends with CAssie almost 10 years now, she is not an affectionate kind of prson whatosver. We don't even touch if we're taking a picture together. It's ridiculous. When we first started being friends, she had a bed in her room, and one of those split level houses, the basemenet was a furnished basement. She would sit next to me to wtch American Horror Story, adn she hates this. Every time this is gonna be the time we'r egonna sleep and, she's like so are you gonna go downstairs and sleep on the couch? We have never slept in the same bed. The first time was this year for her birthday because i have a king bed. But I have girlfriends and we snuggle

We know

But Cassie, I need it, I liek to earn it. It's working, she's getting better

I'm thinking hugging wise, you are you will hug back

Chelsie: I will stand there. She grabbed my otehr hand the other day and made me hugger

You like the chase. You did the same thing to Brooklyn

Id o like the chase. If someone is liek that with me, I'm like no. I need to be like that. Brooklyn was worse

Leah: That's why I told you the analogy is you to Brooklyn is me to you

Chelsie: it is. Brooklyn woudl cringe

and she hugged me every single morning

that's what i was offended

leah: I didn't want to bother her, and when you give me one handed hugs I notice

You would literally grab my other arm

I'm like

Kimo: I will sometimes give one handed hugs though sometimes

Chelsie: I'm brushing my teeth. I need my hand

Leah: T'kor too. I needed to earn her affection. But I love, I'm obsessed

T'kor you kill me

T'kor is so much like my best friend in a lot of ways I told her that. And they're a day apart. Becuase T'kor's birthday is on the 28th, her's is the 29th. Joseph is my sister's favorite probaly. And Chelsie is probably my other sisters. Dani would know more than me about all of this. I don't know. I'm excited to hear who her true favorite is. But Dani is like a hard Janelle stan. Tha's one of her favs

that's some big shoes to fill

Chelsie: Kimo will porbably be all three of my siblings favs. Jeremy adn Kennedy. Jeremiah would probably be a Cam stan. They are literally just alike. Jeremiah's gonna freak when he sees ??

I give myself a few months

Oh no I'll wait. Probably liek December, that's when I'll go hard in the paint

Leah: I'm scared

of what?

To watch it. I don't like when I've forme dmy own opinions and then I have to reconsider them

Kimo: Me too

with new information?

Id on't want it o affect my eprception of everyone

Kimo: Actually that's true

AS time goes on and new things are being revealed, your perceptions of people do change. That's just part of the game. What you thought week one is very different

But I am excited to watch it

watch it back?

at some point

I have a feeling it's gonna be so different

Rubina: I don't think any of the casts ever think what was shared is wha thappened

Kimo: a lot of things that are in there I"m like oh that's not. Maybe that's just me

Leah: One of the biggest out of body experience for me is when we had the soundbyte

that was funny

I was lik eoh I'm on TV. I'm being recorded. THat's weird. Don't you think you should ask somebody's permission ebfore you record them

Chelsie: Eating, brushing your teeth, the close up, that's crazy. T'kor cooking her egg. It made it. That was cool. And they looke dgreat too

T'kor: They did a good clip

Leah: they're gonna make it look liek T"kor is the cook of the seaosn and they're gonna show me scraping mayo out of the crunch wrap. We didn't get anymore so now I"m confused

I hope that whole thing gets cut from evrything

Kimo: I was wwondering the sam ething. We had the worst reaction to everything

Chelsie: It was stupid, but anyways

Leah: All I did wa slook at Kimo like that's not even th ename of our ?? We all wer e like alrigh tand... We got call outs every week

Chelsie: Bigger than that

That's why I think it'll be really different when we watch it

and whoever watches the live streams aggressively

Chelsie: that's a smal demographci

anyone here watch the live streams?

Kimo: I did

wen you watched them were ther a lot of things you understood better?

the people I was interested in watching, those arcs, it was a lot more clear. They have to condense everything, and sometimes things that were said doesn't make a lot of the things. But I didn't watch faithfully a lot. Some of the sason I did, because it's so gtime consuming. A lot of it is like this. Not talking, not about the game

that's why ?? so much actually happened, gameplay

I also fel not all of the casual interactions make the live feeds even

ther'es a lot of no actual what you're seeing. where there's lik enobody or one person in it, there's ??

like RUbina being focused right now on smashing the (laugh)

What are the things that are gonna make

but I already know ?? watching the live feeds every night they're gonna tell me like

My family definitely don't be watching no live feeds

Dani is like a live feed fiend. She's on it always for all of the seasons. But it's not really what people think it is. It's people moving from room to room. Kind of liek what we see in the HOH room

It's not everything

Rubina: It's cool that some of those experiences are just for us. And those will be our memories

Chelsie: They definitely got Mafia

If we're all doing something

if it's fun especially. That's a prt of th ebusiness too. Watch that kind of stuff. I tihas to be entertaining

Are live streams free?

when you're subscribed

I feel like our live feeds have been interesting

too much. Fucking slow

Do you get to pick?

You can either do a multi scream

Kimo: It depends on where the camera is

You can do all screens, just this one. Usualyl four options

and you can choose what you want to listen in on

I wish the HOh room you could see the whole entire house

Even outside that'd be helpful too

It's just fun to watch. I genuinely like to watch people. My ex used to have security cameras everywhere, I literally would just sit there and watch. Here comes the mail guy. I'm just nosy

Kimo: Could just get a ring camera

Leah: that's excatly it. In Pittsburgh we call it Nebby. Being Nebby nosy

Kimo: We say nyele

Rubina: Chismosa

Leah: That's what i call everyone at work. Even my real estate teacher would be like go and check the chismosa.com

Chelsie: you guys asked me what chisme is. Chismosa is like a gossiper. Chelsie's Chisme is like Chelsi's gossip

Leah: nosy little

Chelsie: that's what they call me at work. I be so nosy

Leah: earth signs always in people's business

Chelsie: always. But everybody wants us in their business

Kimo: I already know people's business

Chelsie: yeah you little chismosa

Leah: It's you that knows the tea, I was framed
 

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Leah, rubina, Chelsie, and Kimo continue talking in the kitchen. T'kor and Cam are also there

??: I'm always in my head

Chelsie: I don't like to be in my head all the time, bt it's just how I was designed

Leah: Rubina do you speak spanish?

Chelsie: yeah hola como esta?

Kimio: rubina

Leah: Rubina

Rubina: it's just Tagalog has a lot of... colonization. Basura. Chismosa

Chelsie: So you knew what Chisme was

Rubina: yeah

Leah: that's what ?? popocita

Chelsie: my best friends tells me that all the time

Leah: my two best friends are both filipina. They'll say words in spanish. Alsowe work with people from all of the world, so language ?? and also we end up using all the swear words form all the different languages. Like Balinese. But alot of hte popel I work with are from Bali, Philippines, Argentina. A lot of eastern europeans. Even, like Slovakia, and a bunch of differnt places. I'm like the only perso that's not multilignual at my work. EVeryone else is in the mode

Language is

languages don't ??

Leah: the people I work with what did you say

Chelsie: I was saying some people are good at languages. I'm good at numbers and a lot of methodical things. But langauge is so difficult. I took Latin in high shool. that was easier than spanish for me

Leah: Have you tried Pimsleur? Conversational learning. I'm still in lessons to learn RUssian. because in Miami we hav ea very big russian community. Sunny Isles is liek an entirely Russian, Ukrainian, like a lrage chunk of Miami is russian, jewish

Kimo: I wonder if it's the weather

Leah: I really don't even know what the reason is necessaily, but we have a lot of poeple who have come from NY down to Miami. Primarily Sheepshead Bay in New YOrk is kind of arusiaan ukrainian zip code as well. How I got to learning the phrase snad anything I know is thorugh conversational learning. You guys know better than me is being fully immersed. Sometimes it feels iompossible but if youa re immersing yourself in conversation it makes you talk back

Rubina: then you start thinking in the language too

Leah: yeah. That's one superpower tha ti would love is to be able to speak in any language. THat would be so ??

Kimo: what do they call peopel who can speak multiple langauge

Leah: multilingual?

T'kor: polyglot?

Leah: a few of the girls i work with one of them is venezuelan and the other is from france. bot hof them speak over five languages each. Fluent

Rubina: I hate that in Americ ahow discouraged it is to learn other langauges, when it is more amazing, and your'e smarter of a hman being. Here's it liks no you only speak one language. In other countries you speak 3 or 4

Leah: Patti and Kat are both hard on themselves. THey speak better than me. I'm like whoever sit saround and says anything about you for your language, they probably only know one langeuae and you're sitting here speaking three. So what's worse you having an accent or them not even knowing and not having an accent? ?? he speaks already three or four languages

Rubina: that's what i want if I have kids

Leah: He speaks english, portugues eand italian. And he can communicate and talk to the nanny. I thin kthe nanny is spanish and my hairdresser is from brazil so he' sportuguese and his best friend is italian

Rubina: I love portuguese

Leah: honestly portuguese sometimes sounds like russian ot me. It's not that they're alike it's ?? similar to me.

Rubina: I have a lot of brazilian friends

Leah: I have a decent amount ... Whenver Patti and Kat are hoard on themselves, I say you know what they call somoene who only speaks one language? They're lik ewhat? I'm like Americna

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It's approaching the cold months

Rubina: Winter is coming

Oh my gosh today is September first? It's one of my best friends'

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Joseph talks with Chelsie outside

Chelsie says her prayer was tht ahe would see himself the way everyone else does, and she doesn't think he does. He's a good guy. They're all a little spicy in here. That's wehat she means by shaming himself. She odesn't wnat him to be down on himself. They're all discovering themselves

Joseph says When he was younger he was bullied a lot so that's his

Cheslie says defensive mechanism. She gets it. they called him Stealth but loving. He's a loving guy and he's trying his best everyday to evaluate who he is and ?? so don't get too down. Nobody understands how fricking hard this thing is. Watching it is very hard than living it. They can make their apologies after the show. Whoever feels like they got offended. What she does feel about this group is they're not gonna hold things over people's heads. Matt will be quick to forgive. Tufcker will be quick to forgive. Anyone who feels ?? will be quick to forgive. The more this goes on, the more they'll be able to figure out this situation. So don' tbe down on himself, she doesn't think people will be. She had that day for herself yesterday. She wishes she would've been there more for herself.

Joseph says in regards to Tucker?

Chelsie says in real life she would go straight ot that person. The problem was there were lies spread about her to 90% of th ehouse. So she wishes she wouldve 'been more vocal, not demeaning anybody, but standing up for herself a little more. She feels she's been silenced a lot growing up. and she's worked to have a voice, but this experience she feels like she's squenched her voice and she's ?? about that.

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Makensy joins Cam, Kimo, Leah, and Rubina in the kitchen

Makensy: I was gonna work and do night classes for my masters. Then I was gonna ask if I could assist in teaching. Cause I Wanted to be a prof

Cam: I like to learn but I do not like school

Kimo: I like the structure of school. Cause I need structure

Makensy: Anything that can make me learn, I love. I know I'm not the smartest in the room but the idea of being the smartest in the room, love it

Leah: I learn better hands on, seeing people doing things, being there in the moment, and I feel like a lot of school is obedience training. I didn't feel like my intelligence was growing with each turned in assignment. If I knew the material I didn't feel obligated to do the homework. I was always good at test taking, so if I felt I could do well on the test I didn't feel the need to do the homework

Cam: I don't remember a lot of what I learned at all. The majority of stuff I know I learned in ?? I'm trying to think of courses I've taken I really remember

Makensy: in college?

Cam: In college for sure

Makensy: That's the thing, electives, if I don't care I don't try. I'm good at memory but I'm not good at staying still for a time stretch. But just going to a lecture, like A&M and the degree I was in, everybody that was a prof wasn't a prof by getting a degree and ?? they were in their field for 20 years. We would go on field trips, so many real life stories

Cam: there's a difference between by the book and actually doing it. That is why the things I learned were the things I did. Not the tests I took but the hands on thing sI did. Those are the things i remember and learned
 

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Angela talks with Leah in the bathroom

Leah: He never said that to me. But, just keep pushing

Angela: I'm gonna. He pretty much said it to me too

Leah: He said it to you?

Angela: In a way. he said he doesn't see hop ebut fight your butt in the arena kind of thign

Leah: He said that to Makensy too and she's still here. I'm gonna go get a tan outside

Angela: That's what I was gonna go do too. Sound swonderful. I don't wna thim t think I'm afraid Leah

Leah: I haven't even talked to him since he moved to the ?? room. I was in ther ealone for one night and T'kor and Rubina slept in ther elast night. Id on't know what the hell is going on. But I'll talk to him. I'll talk to everyone and get the tea. I know it's easier said than done but like you gotta continue to be who you are and connect with people

Angela: I will

Leah: because, but also take all the time you need

Angela: yeah

Leah: you don't need to do anything. Take your time, deal with things the way you do and you'll come out on a good note. It's probably for thebest. I told you that's what I did

Angela: that's what I was thinking. if they do things tonight that will be fine, and I will just enjoy my time

Leah: whenever I initially think of things and want to react. If i did that with the whole Tucker thing bringing my name up, I wouldn't be here

Angela: I'm gonna be quiet

Leah: If I would've done that, oh my gosh, no way

Angela: I'm glad you didn't. And I'm not gonna do that either

Leah: and you look great

Angela: thank you. And you too always

Leah: thank you

Leah leaves

?? so why can't I? Maybe she'll want his butt out

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Chelsie continues talking with Joseph outside

Chelsie: WIth you being the one who started it, not once did you say that's not true. That's why I assumed you were the one who told him. So I'm like are you gonna let him paint a picture of me that's not true?

Joseph: the reason I walked away ebase it was mys trategy walking into this game never to be in chaos. That's why oyu don't see me aroound any fights. I don't think that helps anyone's game

Chelsie: and I've noticed that pattern. I just think, because I've fought so hard to protect the collective even after the cEdric blow up and now even thpeople I fought to protect, and I knew you and Tucke rwre close by that time. So my impressionw as hat you were the one that was telling Tucker I was leading that thing. And in that meeting I saiod mayeb two sentence. And Tucker is painting the picture to the whole house so now I have to talk to the whole house, and still didn't mention your name

Joseph: The day after, I sat down tiwh Leah and Rubina and sid I started the collective, this is why Id idn't include you. I enver tried to side step that with anybody

Chelsei: They told me that. That's why I reacte the way I did. At the time I assumed you guys wer ein a final two then I put the pieces together. I Was like okayu he's painting a picture that me and Brooklyn not only led the collectiv ebut the pentagon. Then you walked out the room, and Quinn had the veto around his neck. It put me in a bad position in this game and painted a bad ?? so you prioritized Quinn, at the detriment of me even protecting the collective

Joseph: I jsut assumed you were pissed at me

I know. And you found out from Tucker that... and Quinn assumed less of you, Quinn was just like I know you didn' tput me under the bus but he knew Brooklyn does. When me and him talked, we tlaked the night of the celebration, the 45 day, squashed out beef, that wasn't even beef. I was like Qunn I still when me and Brooklyn talked about this ?? I want to see you win. Now if you're sitting next to somebody I don't care for, I want you to ?? that's when me and him had the TUcker plan. We both had the balls and ?? But Quinn was like I knew you didn't mention my name at all. he was like I really was going to vote to keep you no matter what. I trust that about Quinn. Even him saying that this week. In moment of desperation things blew up, but he didn't ?? escalate higher. But ??

Brooklyn was coming for me the whole week, and I kind o f paired the two of you. I'm like I'm not doin gthis with you. Afte rthe move she comes at me like why did you do that? She's like dirty move. When she's nominated I go to give her a hug, she's like yeah whatever

Some people treated me a certain way becuse perception is everything. People are going to ?? It wasn't until after that ?? Even Brooklyn was aware. That's why I was so emotional when I was put up on the block with her. Iw as like you know the best thing for our game is for one of us to go home. That's why me and Cam had a conversation like one of us has to win this AI arena. And I knew the only way Cam was safe is if I won the AI arena. It's ?? the Brooklyn had to leave for me to be perceived the way I needed to be perceived

??

You and Tucker she probably would've thrown up there

I think she would've backdoored Tucker

Yeah. I guess her and TUcker had a screaming match or elevated ?? match

When ?? you and Cam. I told Cam I wanted him to stay ove ryou because ?? but I didn't give a fuck unless it was Brooklyn. She could not stay in this house

She was gonna come for heads fo rsure. I tried to think why would thi sperson do this. That's why I was able to give grace to Quinn. I was upset with you but not to the point where i Wa about to come for your head, and I think mya ctions proved that by not throwing your name under. I was so busy for two oweeks trying to clear up other thing iwht other people Tcker had said, the collective wa so low on my totem pole

I wasl ike I have to talk to ?? and now focus on thes epeople who probably hate my guts

I was like I'lld eal with Joseph later, we'll have a conversation to clear it up

but when you have something from day one, lik ewe did I can repair that at some point. It's different if it's somebody like Brooklyn, we never had that, so not even gonna try. But iwth you it would come naturally and i didn't want to force it

That's how I felt about the TUcke rhting. I'm gonna wait until my emotions settle. IDdn't want to come to Quinn, come to you, and say something,a nd speak out of line

and then we could use that against you

so I was like let me chill. Let me see waht happened, cause i didn't know how the hell I endedup on the block

I told everyone that we made decisions together. It wasn't we don't like you, it was all strategy. I've never tried to paint it lik Chelsie wanted that

for sure

the only time I have was when I was lik eoh yeah they wanted Kenney out that week. They wanted hiis ass out

out. And he was anothe rone painting ?? about Brooklyn and I to Tucker

and he belived him. I was always like

And Kenney sat ?? and you believed someone who was n't in any room.m Since my own HOH I've been debunking things to people. It's been 30 something days of me trying to defend lies. Which welcome to BB, name of the game, but what pissed me off abou tmyself is why was I so kind in the process of it. Why did I bend over for other people to my detriment

that's part of the game though, if you ?? they're gonna ?? that

It ended up helping me and will continue to help me. I even had vconversations with Leah. I'm not gonna say anything. If I'm gonna loyal to somethign I'm gonna be loyal to it. If I'm brought especiall ybrought, I'm gonna be loyal to that. That's why I didn' tsay anything, even when my butt was on the block. But there was so many things I had to fix before i even got to the collective conversation. There' sabout 10 other lies that I had to go and clear up before I even got to, the collective was gonna come, but I ahd a bunch of thigns I ahd to get through based on lies. That's why my sdistance was also emotion., I wanted to cokme to rationally. ANd ther ewere other things I ahd to deal with before my conversation with you and Quinn. THe first 45 days were a hot mess for me. And I wish I woud've just been a little mor ebold. But me playing the way I have helped me
 
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