Alyssa says I talked to him and I was like okay just like thinking about everything ... do I have you? and he was Alyssa 1000%, you don't have to ask me again. We don't have to have this conversation again. I have you 100000%. He said there's no ?? possible way he would vote me out of this house
Brittany says okay. Did he acknowledge any of that deal or like...?
Alyssa says no. That doesn't come up
Alyssa says no. He's like make sure you talk to Monte. So I don't know if maybe he did have a conversation with Monte about a sympathy vote because I still feel like he thinks that I'm probably leaving but he's saying it like
Brittany says he's not ??... so do you think it's... I don't want to overplay your... Do you think I just leave him alone? We just let things be? Do you think I should talk to him tonight? Just be like tough base? Cause how he left it with me was he was gonna tell you tonight, so should I be like have you told her yet?
Alyssa says what's normal for you? I feel like maybe just talk to him and be like hey I know the vote's tomorrow. "Have you talked to Alyssa and where's your head with that? Cause I don't really know what to tell her. I'm kind of telling her I'm undecided" That's what I said to him
Brittany says yeah but like probably at some point tell her and then
Alyssa says yeah and see what his thoughts are
Brittany says yeah cause he needs to think that yeah. Cause I need to eventually tell you that you're going. That I'm not voting for you
Alyssa says yeah. Just tell him that
Brittany says like have you talked to her yet? I guess. And then see if he tells me he's gonna throw you a sympathy vote or not. And then see what he says, and then I might be like "if you consider throwing her a sympathy vote, it's not gonna break... it's gonna break her if you vote her out" Why can't Monte break a tie?
Alyssa says he promised, and he sat there and looked me in the eye like "Alyssa, yes I'm keeping you. Stop asking me" And I was like I won't ask you anymore. I won't annoy you. And he's like "seriously stop like, you know I have your back". I'm gonna talk to Monte and just say how important it is for me
Alyssa goes up to the HOH at to talk to Monte (7:20 PM BBT)
I feel good with Turner. He's the homie so I hope he pulls through on that end. So I'm feel decent with him. Brittany same sh** like she's undecided. She's like I'm tight with Taylor. She's been my girl. And you know I love you but I gotta think this through, so I'm pretty sure what that means. Which I know might put you in an awkward position, so all I ask is you think about it and make the best decision for your game, and I love you no matter what, so I just want to make that very clear that there are no hard feelings, but I hope you think about it and weigh your options and yada yada
Monte says no I appreciate it and I'm gonna do that because I think that that's only fair to you. That's only fair to Taylor. And fair for myself for next week cause that's when I'm the most vulnerable
Alyssa says yeah
Monte says you know, I'm gonna take all that into consideration, and
Alyssa says I appreciate that
Monte syas I appreciate you letting me know that it's all love regardless because I've gotten to know you so much throughout this week. More than I have before and it's been like really enlightening to me. It almost makes me feel sort of guilty for not doing thing sooner, you know what I mean? So I really do appreciate you as a person and I wish the circumstances were a lot different because if they were, I don't even think we'd be having this sort of discussion, you know what I mean?
Alyssa says I agree, and I understand, looking from outside of the whole game and how I was portrayed to you and how you were portrayed to me, I 100% get it, but this past week has been freakin amazing, that's why I'm like I know it's not gonna be an easy decision. Whatever happens happens, but I'm not gonna be Michael or Terrance or anything like that. I'm like I don't even want to have to stress about this. I want to just play spades and have fun with you guys and then you make the best decision for you. You won that HOH, like absolutely.
Monte says cool
Alyssa says so just wanted to make that clear so if you have any questions between tonight and tomorrow, please let me know
Monte says sounds good. No, well thank you. It does mean a lot to let me know that you have that feeling regardless of whatever the decision is
Alyssa says exactly and that's what I told like Turner and Brittany too. I was like I don't wanna bug you guys. Everyone pretty much makes the decision that's best for themselves. Me saying stuff over and over again isn't gonna change your mind. But I just wanna make it clear that I wanna be here more than anything as this is a dream of mine, so I appreciate you taking anything into consideration, and so I left that with them. I was like I'm gonna touch base with you. I knew you were in the bathtub, and I was like everybody else is sleeping, so I just want to get this all done so I can relax and enjoy my night and then just respecting the decision that you make
Monte says sounds good. Everybody's still sleeping right now?
Alyssa says yes. Everybody's back in their beds. I just got out of the shower then I went to put my towel back I was like are you joking? So I might try to lay down and relax for a few minutes and then get up and we can play some cards and have some fun and eat fun snacks?
Monte says yeah. yeah I was trying to get something going here myself but um, the sushi was halfway frozen. That chicken salad was not as good as I thought it was. So, you know, I'm definitely down for some more snacks and hanging out, playing spades for sure
Alyssa says okay. Okay, well so much love to you and enjoy your bath and we shall hang out later and have lots of fun
Monte says Amen. And if you have to, let's wake up these kids and have lots of fun
Taylor goes up to the HOH room and talks to Monte (8:07 PM BBT)
Monte says Alyssa came up here and was just like doing the same thing that she always does like "just checking in, I talked to Turner I feel good. Talked to Brittany, don't feel good." She was like, just wanted you to consider everything if there's a split vote so... She can probably tell that I'm not gonna tell her one way or another cause I just don't feel comfortable doing that so... I don't know maybe tomorrow I'll let her know just so she can sleep tonight and we can hang out and not be so...
Taylor says miserable
Monte says miserable yeah
Taylor says that would not be good
Monte says where it's just so awkward and all that so
Taylor says it's only 5 that's so weird. We told Jasmine the night before right? yeah
Monte says day of. Was it? Was it the night before
Taylor says it was the night before
Monte says you know what yeah you're right cause... cause yeah she didn't even have her makeup on when I was talking to her. Yeah. So it was definitely night before
Taylor says it's up to Turner basically
Monte says yeah cause he's gonna have to be the one to drop the hammer on it
Taylor says ugh, my body just shook, ugh.
Monte says oh about that?
Taylor says it just... you know. It sucks either way
Monte says it does but
Taylor says I signed up for it
Monte says yeah yeah this is what the game is gonna come down to at the end of the day and I think he realizes if he were to go back on it then it just wouldn't look good on him next week. You know? So. It just. I mean either way Brittany's gonna vote for you and I'm gonna come through and do whatever I have to do but I don't think he wants to risk you know going back on what we talked about and making me upset about it, so
Taylor says yeah
Monte says so yeah I think he's fine. And she kind of short herself in the foot with the whole do it or we're not friends thing
Taylor says yeah. Even last night that still surprised me when he told me. It was the last bit he said that she said. "I don't know who you are"?
Monte says mm
Taylor says yeah I was like woah, woah
Monte says too much. Way too much. But... I think she is a emotional person
Taylor says yeah which is fine, that's a strength in itself but
Monte says mmhm
Taylor says strengths and weaknesses are all aspects of who we are. Woosah
Monte says woosah, yeah. How are you sleeping? Like, was it cool?
Taylor says what?
Monte says I don't know. What did I just say?
Taylor says how was I sleeping?
Monte says how was your nap. yeah That's what I meant to say
Taylor says like am I stressed out? Is that what you're asking me?
Monte says yeah, like are you, like I don't know. Why's everybody sleeping so much? Is what I'm concerned about. Like I worked out, you know, I had my bath. I was doing things
Taylor says me, Alyssa, and Turner were up until 6 AM in the morning with you...
Monte says last night?
Taylor says yeah
Monte says yeah
Taylor says valid reason to want to nap at some point during the day
Monte says haven't you napped already?
Taylor says did I do two naps today?
Monte says yes. You had multiple naps.
Taylor says what is there to do?
Monte says that's what I'm saying. Let's at least play spades or something
Taylor says play spades. Study the house
Monte says oh yeah, that's something to think about. Yeah, I don't... Either I am hoping that that's not a thing, or I am gonna do horrible at it, cause I just
Taylor says okay, or...
Monte says I can start, yeah
Taylor says option C
Monte says no I have an idea of things, just not like, I don't think I've been actively studying it, you know? My thing has been more like days, competitions in my head. But even then like with Dyre Fest and Big BroChella, will they even do that? Because we were separated and we can't confirm or deny what days things happened. i don't know. But... we'll see. You think that's gonna be a comp? or potentially?
Taylor says I mean, going to the end we should at least be ready for it, you know?
Monte says did they have one of those last year?
Taylor says that I don't remember
Monte says not sure
Taylor says I should have watched the last three episodes of last season
Monte says oh you stopped after the Cookout
Taylor says yeah I did. I watched the finale. I was like alright who's gonna win it, but... the comps to get there, I do not remember them at all. And I should. Yikes. I only remember the wheel one because it was probably in the finale episode
Monte says yeah the wheel one was like people stats right? Like how many HOHs or name the person who had two HOHs. This year should be pretty easy because Michael had about, you know
Taylor says swept all the vetos basically. All but like two or three?
Monte says oh Turner's up. But yeah, all but two or three. Kyle won two vetos. I won one veto
Taylor says Brittany has two
Monte says separate from Michael. Turner has...
Taylor says no vetos
Monte says no vetos, two HOHs
Taylor says three
Monte says three HOHs yeah
Taylor says I have one HOH, Jasmine has one HOH, Daniel has one HOH
Monte says mmhm
Taylor says Michael has... three
Monte says three HOHs... six vetos? or is it five? six
Taylor says six vetos
Monte says absurd. Out of pocket
Taylor says nine wins
Monte says mmhm. Yep. Yep yep yep
Taylor says also the vote. But that'll be easy. All the votes. Like who was evicted
Monte says aw yeah. None of them were close outside of Ameerah. 12-0, 7-4, 9-1, 8-1
Taylor says it's literally something 1 something 1 something 1 something 1. Somethign 1 or something 0
Monte says and even with Dyre Fest 2-0, 2-0, and then after that with Kyle it was 5
Taylor says mmhm, 5-0
Monte says Terrance 4-0
Taylor says 3-0, Michael. This one, hopefully 2-0
Monte says 2-0
Taylor says please and thank you
Monte says mmhm. Have you talked to Brittany at all today?
Taylor says a little bit. She just said that Alyssa talked to her. She didn't say what exactly Alyssa told her. You were in the bathroom and you guys were in the kitchen
Monte says oh okay
Taylor says we were gonna say everything. It was mostly her saying like I'm sorry I made you doubt me. And I was like eh, it's fine. I don't have to come at her the same way you did. So
Monte says no no no no. Cause you don't have any decision that she's threatening you to make. Yeah, I don't know. I mean nobody's really mentioned anything about... like the two of us or anything. Have they?
Taylor says hmm?
Monte says has anybody mentioned anything about you sleeping over?
Taylor says oh Brittany asked how the sleepovers are going.
Monte laughs
Taylor says I was like...
Monte says sleepovers plural
Taylor says I was like it was fine. I was like I was mad at you last night, and I was like but you and I have, what I told her, we have enough of a relationship where I could go up to you and be like I"m really mad at you and talk it out. And I was like heh, that's what it was. ?? She's like you know I just had to ask hahaha. I was like hahaha
Monte says mmhm. That's good. Cause yeah Turner hasn't said anything to me so I don't think anybody is even noticing or cares. Which is good
Taylor says yeah
Monte says cause I would hate for that to be an excuse for somebody to do something
Taylor sighs
Monte says but I don't think that's the case
Taylor says my God. Not the game I want to be known for
Monte says yeah. But no. That is not the case
Taylor says you haven't been... said alluded heard anything from... Brittany/Michael/Alyssa?
Monte says have I been...
Taylor says Brittany/Michael/Alyssa, oh my God, you haven't been told or hinted or made any jokes about me by Alyssa or Turner?
Monte says no
Taylor says definitely not Brittany
Monte says yeah yeah, Brittany is like...
Taylor says yeah don't talk or..
Monte says no I'm fine with like having conversation but I can tell if it's just the two of us we'll chat very briefly and I think Turner said the same thing. It's like the same with her and him. I was just like huh, you know. I mean, I didn't do it. Just told her exactly how I felt. I can't help that. I can understand how it was awkward for her. This is what she did from a game perspective. That's why I can't trust you from a game point of view. Not... as a person I would hope different, but who knows right? We don't even know what the hell she does. Or who the hell she is
Taylor says yeah. We will confirm in two weeks
Monte says mmhm. That'll be crazy if she happens to be on her way out next week. I wonder if she'll ever spill the beans
Taylor says oh my God
Monte says like if Turner's voting between me and Brittany, and he makes it pretty clear he's keeping me, I wonder if she'll say anything
Taylor says mmhm. "oh by the way, dododododo"
Monte says mmhm. Yeah that. That'd be crazy. I don't... I mean, I'm curious but I don't care
Alyssa talks to Brittany in the open room (8:16 PM BBT)
Alyssa says I went and chatted with Monte and I was just like telling him the same thing like I feel pretty good with Turner but Brittany. I was like just so you know if that puts you in an awkward position to break a tie. He's like it's all love. I'm like thank you for saying that. I do kind o ffeel like I might be put in that position so you telling me that it's all love is really appreciative to me because I was really worried about maybe hard feelings if something was to go that way.I was like no, I want you to take time and make the best decision for your game no matter what. He was like I honestly feel guilty because over the past week I've gotten to know you a lot better, and I wish that we weren't in the situation that we're in, but just so you know any decision that I make, it's gonna be totally game related. I was like totally, I respect that. So he made it seem like... That I think they have that. And Taylor just went up to talk to him. S oI hope that he tells her that I was like it's all love whatever decision you make. Like Brittany is tight with Taylor so I'm assuming that's where she's at. I'm hoping that assures her. Turner, that's why I think Turner was like so 100% yes because I really think he went to Monte after I had that conversation and asked like...
Brittany says Monte hasn't said anything to me so... that's really good. ?? He's trying to cover his tracks jury wise
Alyssa says yeah. He was like I really appreciate you saying it's all love because I'm feeling like I might be put in that situation and that's tough for me. And I'm like no I know. Just so you know, no matter what you decide, if it comes down to that I appreciate it. He was like thank you so much. So it seems like he thought that.
Brittany says okay
Alyssa says and we can ?? so we can get to final two
Brittany says I know I know I know. Okay. Just like... I just feel so delicate. Like oh my God, do I just (zips mouth). Just let it happen? Or does it help more...
Alyssa says if you asked Turner. Maybe tomorrow. Or if you feel like there's a time, like if you were alone with him. Just be like hey have you said anything to Alyssa? I'm still feeding her the same "I don't know where my vote is" I don't know if you've said anything to her
Brittany says yeah I thought I'd maybe talk to him and just be like like "oh my God, does she know she's going? I feel like she knows where I'm voting, but does she know she's going?"
Alyssa says and see what he is. You can do that or you can not do that cause he was like
Brittany says the last thing I wanna do is say something that... that ruins this
Alyssa says I know. THat's why when I had the conversation with Monet, I was like shut the f*** up. He's really telling me like "I feel like I'm gonna be put in the position. You saying that it's all love no matter what makes me feel really good", so that's what i'm thinking. Okay, he's really considering like Turner's voting the way he is ?? I'm gonna be the tie breaker
Brittany says tie breaker wow
Alyssa says I'm hoping he's assuring Taylor. Making her feel good. You can talk to Taylor whatever tonight, make her feel good. And then if you can touch base with Turner that's fine. Whatever you think is fine. But definitely make it seem like...
Brittany says I was also thinking too, it might be worth it. I've been trying to nap some more. I haven't gotten them all alone where I'm like... where you're not there, but they're there. Because I've been going to bed early and stuff. I don't know if it makes sense at some point. Even if you were to like... It'd be nice if I could find myself somewhere and be like hey like this is final four, we good? I don't know with them. Or if that helps or not. Or if I talk to TUrner it's the same thing but
Alyssa says yeah. Whatever you do I still have to pack and stuff, and get ready for the night and stuff. But every time I leave I feel like I'm gonna go to sleep, I'm like Taylor
Brittany says I know that's why I'm trying to find time alone, but I'm like okay Turner's sleeping. I need to be sleeping so I can stay up when he's up
Alyssa says yeah. He's gonna be up now. I don't think he'll go back. I think he's gonna go make coffee. He's up now
Brittany says that is the most reassuring thing so far.
Alyssa says yeah
Brittany says I mean I feel like Turner is being straight up with you, and Monte feels like he's just gonna be in a tiebreaker situation
Alyssa says yeah, and I told Monte I'm done kinda like chatting with everybody. I want to just enjoy my night here and be chill. But I want to just one last whatever happens happens, I love you guys, and he was like "thank you, I really appreciate that, like that makes me feel better." So that makes me think if that makes you feel better, you must've been thinking if I have to break this tie, I don't want to mess that up
Brittany says yeah
Alyssa says I don't know. I think if Turner had doubts he'd be like "Alyssa, I'm gonna break this to you now". I don't think he would blindside me.
Brittany says you wouldn't think so, though I've been on the receiving end of being blindsided by him
Alyssa says so I think yeah, you can have a second with him. Just like check in, do whatever you'd normally do
Brittany says yeah yeah. Yeah, I think I don't even...Cause if he's telling you 100%
Alyssa 1000% and he was like looking me in the eyes straight up like you don't have to ask me. I am locked in. There's no way that is changing
Brittany says okay. Just be like "hey, just touching base with you. Does she know she's going home? I haven't told her yet. But you know where I'm voting." That's hard
Alyssa says and see what he says. If he offers up like hey I might give her a sympathy vote...
Brittany says that'd be really nice. I feel like that would go a long way. I'm gonna try to ?? personal side
Alyssa says he just kept telling me today my job is done. I'm giving you my vote. It's in your hands to secure another vote
Brittany says oh
Alyssa says that's what he said to me
Brittany says so he knows that's not possible
Alyssa says yeah, like at the beginning of the week, I asked for his help to talk to you and talk to Monte and be like hey, ?? but today it seemed like okay I'm giving you my vote, now secure another one whatever way you wanna do it. Go try
Brittany says go do it. Well you did it
Alyssa says I'm like okay. He's like alright don't ask me again, so I'm like okay. And then I feel like my tlak with Monte was good. Monte was like thank you so much. I feel relieved. So then he thinks that, and then...
Brittany says ?? the reason why Monte would... want to act that way. If anything you'd think he'd be like "I would have your back!" No. He doesn't have to say anything
Alyssa says I don't think it would benefit anybody to lie. If they really think that everyone's set on me going home, I would think that they would kind of
Brittany says yeah that wouldn't make sense for him to be like "Hey, I might have to make a decision"
Alyssa says yeah and I was like I know it's put you in an awkward position. I know you're tight with Taylor, so just know like. He was like that means to much him to. It seemed really genuine
Brittany says they haven't talked to me at all. Taylor has
Alyssa says maybe that's why Taylor went up to talk to him or something. Just like and he'll say like Alyssa said. ?? Brittany up to break the tie and I'm gonna have to send her home, but I think ?? she seems like she's okay. Which is so f***ing awesome because they can not send out your people and my people and then make us the next targets and make it to the end
Brittany says no
Alyssa says and that's just predictable, and expect the unexpected, like don't get too comfortable
Brittany says no
Alyssa says they just got comfortable. They're just gonna pick us off, and then that's the game
Brittany says we'll see how much courage I have if this goes through. If he's like what? I'm gonna be like yikes. I guess Turner and I must have a final two (laughs). ?? Oh he's like "I'm so untrustworthy, I have a final two with Turner" like no I don't have a final two with Turner. I just want ??
Alyssa says no I want to too, and I want it to happen and be like "what??"
Brittany says they're gonna be shocked
Alyssa says ?? known every single thing
Brittany says he's never not
Alyssa says ?? he's never not known everything. I just want to say I played a great game. No, you have always been on top since the beginning
Brittany says and you haven't played a great game, you ?? a lot of people ??
Alyssa says yeah. And he thinks he has Taylor 100%. After the nominations he hops in the shower and ?? Taylor looks at me and goes "don't worry, you're good this week" So she knew from the beginning of the week, and you're her closest f***ing ally
Brittany says really?
Alyssa says yes. I swear on my life that that happened
Brittany says wow
Alyssa says I wish I could turn back the tapes. Yes, I swear on my life
Brittany says oh my God
Alyssa says it was like okay okay, yeah win the veto, get her out, and then next week ?? I get off this week, you're off next week. Then they're in the final three
Brittany says I mean I hate personally, I have been very close with Taylor since the beginning. I hate that she's collateral in this. I know that's gonna really suck, but that's why you don't... she jumped ship on me
Alyssa says yeah 100%
Brittany says she jumped ship on me and relied too much on Monte. And she wanted to bet on Monte and Turner over betting on me ??
Alyssa says yeah
Brittany says and Monte wanted to hand tie me. It didn't matter what I did
Alyssa says yeah
Brittany says well guess what it matters. ?? flip like that. Honestly I don't care, ?? I know it's gonna cost me a jury vote but
Alyssa says you have to make it to the final two also to have jury votes
Brittany says honestly getting there, that's the thing
Alyssa says and I know for a fact that Taylor's way more loyal to Monte than anybody else in this house. And he will protect her. And next week if somehow she stayed and won HOH, she would put you up and be like don't worry ?? "we'll keep you" She's a great person but she knows what's going on
Brittany says she knows. Yep
Alyssa says somehow this can work, and I feel in my gut, I feel good about it. When I'm enjoying a gut check myself ?? just know what feels right because I don't wanna be blindsided, but at the same time I'm like this feels weirdly good
Brittany says I know
Alyssa says because I really don't think Turner would do that because he's been like, since the beginning of the game I will never vote you out of this house, so if he did that, that would be f***ed up
Brittany says to me, I've been checking with my gut too. I mean like, why can't I feel like I can trust. I feel like I can trust you over her
Alyssa says yeah
Brittany says that's gotta tell me something
Alyssa says yeah
Brittany says and then it's like then I just have to win. I just have to win
Alyssa says I win HOH, I'm obviously putting them two up, but then we have to win veto
Brittany says it's all veto. It's all veto. we might be forced to make it a situation where one of us has to go up and if Monte's the deciding or Turner's the deciding, we're screwed
Alyssa says yeah. If Monte is the deciding
Brittany says both of them
Alyssa says no no no. I think that he could figure it out. I think Turner would be harder to convince. I don't know. That's something to figure out when it's there. But I think Monte honestly is selfish
Brittany says yeah
Alyssa says like with Joseph, he was like whatever. It was a game by Joseph. Don't care. I'm like, he will do anything to get to the end. His idea was to get Michael out and he put that in Turner and made Turner panic. It's Monte. So if Monte feels like okay he has to take two people to final three, he's taking us for sure over Turner
Brittany says he's not gonna like though that Taylor goes home on his HOH
Alyssa says good. I hope she brings that back to the jury house
Brittany says I know it's vindictive but
Alyssa says it's a game. The game isn't just you get to run the entire house through the season and then the season ends and you just pick everybody off. And he's never really seen the show. He doesn't understand and he thinks it's set in stone. Everybody just does their thing
Brittany says it's a strategic move. She's a strong competitor. And I mean that in the ?? she has great social game
Alyssa says this is her fifth time on the block. Surviving the block. Her speeches are always 10/10. She has an HOH under her belt, she can win again, the next HOH. She would win the game. And I don't know. They're just thinking it's... I hope this is feeling familiar to Monte like the Jasmine thing, so he feels like it will execute how it's supposed to
Brittany says yeah
Alyssa says and then after, if I'm able to stay like if he was pissed it's on me, I played a social game, I came up with a reason to stay. Don't go at Brittany. Like I gave her...
Monte and Taylor watch the HOH screen and see Brittany call Turner over (8:34 PM BBT)
Taylor says interesting
Monte says that was a noteworthy observation. They've been quite distant this whole week. What could they be talking about now. I think it'll be interesting to see
Taylor says who brings it up and when?
Monte says yeah. Brittany won't. She clearly doesn't
Taylor says to me
Monte says yeah to you but it'll be interesting to see because Turner, I have confidence he'll bring it up swiftly after. He'll be like "alright, let me tell you what happened?"
Monte and Taylor both go hmm
Taylor says that might buy us a little time before Alyssa comes up
Monte says what the fact that they went back there?
Taylor says mmhm
Monte says yeah. Alyssa went to the bathroom right? She didn't go back
Taylor says mm mm
Monte says I'm just curious to see if she's just gonna go back to her room or come back up
Taylor says mmhm... it looks like Brittany asked him
Monte says mmhm. Definitely. That means she could be wanting to talk to him about where he's actually gonna vote, vs where she would assume he would
Taylor says mmhm
Monte says or she could be doing some very sketchy sh**. Which I'm not going to be surprised to hear
Taylor says that would be devastating
Monte says well
Taylor says but, that's the game
Monte says it is the game. From my experience, I would not put it past her. Highly unlikely, but I can not put it past her, especially the night before. All of a sudden she wants to talk to Turner and pull him to the side. They clearly had a conversation about whatever the hell the last time Turner talked to us about it
Taylor says mmhm. I mean yeah, he said she was checking in on the vote and he said that he just didn't want things to be awkward. Which you know
Monte says did he talk to Brittany about that? Did he say? I can't remember
Taylor says yeah that's what they were in the car room talking about
Monte says mmhm... It's just weird cause like seeing this side of Brittany just makes me wonder was like she always like this with people she wasn't working with? or did this just happen recently? to where she feels like she needs to talk to the people who she doesn't have a working relationship with. And perhaps more than the people she does. Like... that's so weird. And the thing that was weird about last week with Michael is that I could tell when we talked about with Turner what Turner told both of us, Michael wasn't defending her in anyway. He was like yeah she's been acting weird and, you know
Taylor says that is what was odd. I was the only one defending her
Monte says yeah. Like Michael seemed pretty convinced that she was kind of going back to how she was acting during backstage
Taylor says mmhm. He said it himself
Monte says yeah. Got her in trouble in the first place
Taylor says yeah. That was the ammo I used to... here we go
(Alyssa is coming upstairs. Taylor gets out of the bed and goes to the HOH fridge)
Brittany and Turner talk in the storage room (8:34 PM BBT)
Turner says what up brother?
Brittany says does she know that she's going?
Turner says I didn't tell her. I have been very very adamant about not telling her. So... yeah
Brittany says okay. I've told her that I'm undecided but I feel like she knows. I've been working with Taylor since day 1. Day 2.
Turner says I've been saying I think she has to convince Monte which... I mean. Monte and Taylor are also close so ?? convince Monte
Brittany says how do you think I should handle it? DO you think I should just be straight up with her and say I'm sorry I...
Turner says her hope comes from I have even told her I was like you only need one vote, and she's like okay I'm gonna get Brittany
Brittany says so she doesn't
Turner says I don't think she thinks she's gonna get you to vote for her anyway
Brittany says I kind agot that impression a little bit. She's like... the first thing that she asked, she was like is it even worth having a conversation? I'm like we can have a conversation but like...
Turner says yeah, no, I... we have had very intense conversations about me? okay, well I'll just say it. If I don't vote to keep her, I'm losing a jury vote 1000%. She straight up told me
Brittany says oh no she'll hate you.
Turner laughs
Brittany says she'll never talk to you again if you don't
Turner says yeah so, easy L on my part
Brittany says yeah, no, that would be. She told me that would be worse than Kyle if you didn't
Turner says yeah, so, I'm not gonna anyway
Brittany says yeah
Turner says my jury management is tanking
Brittany says no I think we (laughs)
Turner says I think we have some awful freaking jury management
Brittany laughs and says we do. The only person I thought i had, finding out, didn't have him so much
Turner says so likewise. I also don't hvae Michael. I don't have freaking Alyssa. I don't have Jasmine. I don't have Indy. I am...
Brittany says I feel like I don't have any of those either
Turner says yeah, which, exactly, and it's good for us, cause my God, every single day I'm losing.
Brittany says I'm not gonna have Alyssa so...
Turner says I'm not gonna have Alyssa either. Sick
Brittany says but if you vote for her sympathy, I'm of course voting Taylor. Monte has to break it then, I don't know
Turner says I don't think Monte would... just personally, I also don't like hearing like, okay we're playing Big Brother. So the idea that you would throw that in my face like I have to do what's best for my game. To then threaten me with a jury vote for a vote, I don't like that
Brittany says yeah. I don't know I just feel bad. I know I really love Alyssa as a person
Turner says same
Brittany says and want her to know... I guess all I need to do is just tell her... I'm sorry, like I"m sorry, and then we'll
Turner says I'm just gonna, just to make our last days in this house together, I'm just gonna tell hr I'm voting for her, and then I'll explain in my goodbye message, you have to know I can't vote against the house at final four
Brittany says yeah, yeah... okay. So... you're not gonna give her a sympathy vote
Turner says well what do you think? I mean I'm open to it, but if I"m going, I don't want to blindside people in that. Like if you would be fine with that, then I would consider it definitely
Brittany says I mean it's up to you, I don't know. I feel like that's you and hers relationship. It makes more sense that I am voting against her. I feel like she understands it a little bit more
Turner says yeah definitely.
Brittany says for you I mean that's not my place
Turner says I'll think about it tonight probably. I don't plan on it, but I just want... I mean voting with the house is good early on, but either way, if you're gonna compare like... no one knows who's voting where anyway. So it doesn't even matter. But now like
Brittany says no yeah, that's true. I don't know. I mean I think... I feel like I need to go be honest with her and I was just curious if she knew she was going home and I wanted to check with you because I figured she'd probably tell you more than she would tell me
Turner says yeah I think she thinks she has to convince Monte
Brittany says okay. I mean why can't Monte just break the tie?
Turner says that's a good question. I honestly haven't. I guess today's a good day to think about these things cause I haven't thought about why or what. Maybe that would be better
Brittany says I don't know it doesn't matter to me. I'm voting that way anyway, so it'd be more... is Monte putting you in that position? Cause I honestly feel like... when she talks to me she feels like she's got you 100%, so
Turner says yeah she does think that
Brittany says so in her mind she's like okay it's convincing Monte or me, but I feel like she's kind of let up
Turner says yeah
Brittany says convincing me anymore, cause I don't know, I just kinda... go silent and she's like ?? I'm not gonna say no
Turner says she's way overly emotional so it's hard to like. Like anyone else... Ameerah... "you got me". Perfect. Not this
Brittany says I know. As somebody who just lost their best person, I'm finding out a lot about... Like I just had a breakdown today and it's almost been a week. Just feeling betrayed. That just sucks. The one person you think...
Turner says mmhm, oh yeah. I guess we're in the same boat. Talk about that that we have in common for sure, cause it is tough
Brittany says I know. You've been in that position too
Turner says I'll definitely think about. I'll think about a sympathy vote for sure
Brittany says yeah. I mean, it's totally up to you. I don't feel like it... sam ething's gonna happen either way
Turner says yeah, exactly
Brittany says so, I don't know like... for you it's like are you taking the heat from her? or is Monte taking the heat from her? But I also know you and Monte have to figure out what makes sense for that too
Turner says exactly and also even if... like I wouldnt' want to upset Monte by doing that, I also wouldn't want to upset Taylor by doing that, I also wouldn't want to upset you by doing that. So if you don't care then
Brittany says it wouldn't upset me, but the nagain, I'm not...
Turner says yeah. I'll let you know before the vote
Brittany says I feel like she'll talk to me after this? I think, I don't know. It's not the same. I don't think she would talk to you
Turner says which is crazy
Brittany says I think you'd be giving up...
Turner says she told me we're not friends if I don't vote for her
Brittany says yeah
Turner says which seemed manipulative and I didn't like it. That actually made me mad. I was like okay, well if we have a relationship, as brittle as the weight of Big Brother being able to break it, it was like okay, you know what then did we have a friendship? Because I was voted out by someone even anyone, I'm not gonna hold it against them. That's the game. But then, that's when you deal with this emotional player, so it gets more complicated, but I'll definitely think about a sympathy vote, and let you know beforehand so you aren't surprised by a sympathy vote or not.
Brittany says yeah I mean, if there's anybody or a sympathy vote, I don't know I'm just trying to think luckily, and I mean this from the bottom of my heart, luckily you did not put me in a position where Michael had to vote against me or I had to vote against him. I'm just trying to think if he was one of two votes to vote me out and he did
Turner says that would've been tough yeah
Brittany says even when it could've gone to a tie, like, oh my God
Turner says that's true. I didn't think about it like that yeah. That would be heartbreaking for sure
Brittany says I guess. I know Alyssa and I are kind of similar in the emotional side of things I understand how she feels, and that would suck
Turner says that's true.
Brittany says that would suck so bad
Turner says it does kind of put it into perspective honestly
Brittany says I think honestly... I don't know. I don't know. I don't know. I'm not trying to... literally not trying to convince you either way. It's the same outcome for me anyway, but I'm just thinking... if you were to give her a sympathy vote, she would be in jury for a couple of weeks, maybe she could do some damage control for you
Turner says that's true. That is huge. I'm sure. I don't even think I have Kyle cause I kicked him out of the f***ing house. We had a final two (laughs) So I don't think I have Kyle. I don't have Jasmine. I don't think I have Indy. I don't think I have Alyssa. I don't think I have Michael. Boom. Lose (laughs)
Brittany says I mean, I would agree with your assessment there. Id on't know. That's up to you. You can tell me or not, but
Turner says I'll tell you beforehand
Brittany says really I'd appreciate that. I just. I was curious where your head was at, and also if she knew, because I'm getting the sense she doesn't know she's going
Turner says I don't think she does
Brittany says and I knew last time we talked you were like oh Wednesday night, and I'm like mm
Turner says that was an L. yeah...
Brittany says yeah. I'm just trying to think of how I should handle it. I guess I should just go and tell her
Turner says you can say you don't have me, but you can always go for Monte. Just to give her hope on her last night. I don't want her to be all emotional on her last day
Brittany says yeah, yeah, that makes sense
Turner says okay, cool
Brittany okay, well I appreciate it. I'll be out in a little bit