Brittany moves over to the bed next to Taylor's (2:40 PM BBT)
Taylor says are you gonna tell me bad news right now?
Brittany says what? no
Taylor laughs
...
Brittany says you gonna exercise today?
Taylor says I should
Brittany says I'm nervous about pulling a muscle or something
Taylor says fair
Brittany says I'm trying to decide if it makes sense staying up later tonight?
Taylor shakes her head
Brittany says but I think I'm more on a normal schedule
Taylor nods and says yes you are
Brittany says yeah I think I'd still go to sleep at normalish, for me time
Taylor says I'd also like to go to sleep at a normal hour tonight
Brittany says then, yeah, cause I know Monte and Turner said they're gonna try and stay up super late
Taylor says mmhm
Brittany says so they can sleep through the day but
Taylor says which is interesting
Brittany says I don't know, there's just too much that goes on and you never know how Thursday goes. That just seems risky
Taylor says no, that's not for me... not my approach, but you know everyone does what works for them, but I just... want to... ?? myself for tomorrow
Brittany says these slumber parties, they're like... you getting your head crushed?
(they laugh)
Brittany says you know I had to ask
Taylor says I know you did
Brittany says I'm downstairs and I'm like hmm, do I hear head crushing sounds?
Taylor says no he was nice last night. I was like really upset with him
Brittany says really?
Taylor says it just came out of nowhere, like... I have not... and I mean like you only have so many options at this point. Especially next week. But I just like, just frustrated me. it is nothing different from what I said earlier, but yesterday I was just mad about it. I was actually mad about it yesterday, and there's been so much in this game that I have not expressed emotion over, I was just like you know how I should feel about this, you know how I should feel about this. I swallowed a lot and I'm glad that I am close enough with him where I can go to him and be like I"m actually really f***ing pissed at you, and we could has h it out. We didn't hash it out, it's just like... you know. So yeah. I kind of vented
Brittany says did he come clean about his real relationship with Turner?
Taylor says what do you mean?
Brittany says like... he knew we were going on the block when Turner came back from Dyre Fest... Monte knew
Taylor says did Turner tell you that?
Brittany says Alyssa told me
Taylor says okay
Brittany says like, they're close. I mean, I always knew it, but...
Taylor sighs and says well...
Brittany says supposedly the moment they came back in from Dyre Fest, he ran to them like "the final three we had, the final four we had was nothing. I fJasmine would've won veto during Big BroChella, I know they would've gotten rid of me like that. I'm not loyal to them", blah blah blah blah blah. Totally threw you, me, Michael under the bus
Taylor says wow
Brittany says to Turner. That's what Alyssa says. I don't see why she has any reason to lie, she's on the way out like...
Taylor says yeah... jeez
Brittany says it just makes me feel stupid because you're trying to make like "I don't trus tyou, I don't trust you" I literally was all in on us three. All in. And I get why he was upset, because I didn't quite tell him the truth, cause I was defending Michael's game, and I shouldn't have been. Michael's not here anymore, and you know how that is. It's really hard for me to transition in one moment, from playing a game with somebody like that, vs. me just being me. I don't know what that's like.
Brittany says I'm sure you remember Joseph
Taylor says yeah, and it's hard, and it's losing a friend
Brittany says losing a friend and processing everything, and just like hearing all this stuff it's just a lot
Taylor says it's a lot. It's a lot a lot
Brittany says and that was exactly when I had those conversations with him, so I get it where he's coming from but don't try to act like I am the only untrustworthy one here
Taylor says mmhm
Brittany says don't... call me mob boss
(they laugh)
Brittany says you kidding me? It's so funny, certain people think that's hilarious he said that
Taylor laughs and says y'all some messy b****es. I'm not gonna lie, it's gotta be a fun job
Brittany says yeah ?? emotional turmoil. Don't try to act like this whole distrust is something new, when you were the one throwing me under the bus way before ever I ever caught wind that you weren't with me... It's one benefit of being in the Leftovers, you know how the Leftovers work
Taylor says mmhm and nods. At this point regardless of... it's just a matter of winning next week, that's all it is
Brittany says doesn't that make you question the fact that he had to pick between Turner and you, and he protected Turner?
Taylor says mmhm
Brittany says like he chose to protect Turner
Taylor says yeah. For me, I'm just like ??
Brittany says what is his defense on that, like how do you even begin to defend that?
Taylor says it was use the veto, Michael goes up, Turner wanted protection for this week. He wants protection next week
Brittany and Alyssa talk in the bathroom (3:55 PM BBT)
Brittany says ?? conversation with ??
Alyssa says I haven't talked to him
Brittany says I just wonder if he's gonna pull you aside tonight or anything
Alyssa says I don't think so
Brittany says I talked to Taylor. I wasn't able to ask her if she knows how he's voting, but she was the one who told me that he made that deal with Monte to vote you out. So I don't know if that's changed or not. Taylor literally fell asleep as I was (laughs) trying to talk to her. All I know is she told me if he was going to break it, he would break it to you tonight so we'll see. If he doesn't talk to you and he doesn't break it, that's a good sign. If he does, just let me know how that conversation goes
Alyssa says I'm gonna talk to him again today to basically touch base making sure I got you like no matter how Monte swings it ??
Brittany says yeah yeah. Even if it was a tie, you'd at least have a fighting chance, you know?
Alyssa says ?? or somehow works in your favor
Brittany says yeah cause if he thinks he's solid in getting a sympathy vote, then he at least feels good in his conscience, Monte can break the tie and then (snaps)
Alyssa says yeah. I haven't talked to Monte yet, just make sure that he feels good, and I'm gonna be like no matter what somebody feels like it's the Jasmine thing again. I'm not gonna be mad, like, what's good for you
Brittany says yeah, yeah, I think that's good. If for some reason you talk to him tonight and he like sits you down and he's like there's no way I can't do it, I this or that, you feel like there's no swaying him, would you tell me?
Alyssa says 1000%
Brittany says my game is blown up. I don't mind blowing up anything but if there's like a 0% chance it's gonna work, it just would be nice to know at least to be prepared for
Alyssa says ?? no idea I thought I had no chance this week. I was a mess in there. I feel like I have something that's more than anything
Brittany says I was thinking about that. I was like I don't even want to ask you about that because I don't want you to think that I would go back on... cause I am all in on this, if it blows up in my face that's fine. But if there's just like no way in hell this is gonna work or if based on your conversation, there's anything I can do to talk to him to help
Alyssa says I'll talk to him. I'll pull him aside maybe now, or in like a little bit later and just be like hey can we talk? I just want to double check. And be like reassure reassure, and if I feel like you need to be like hey she's your friend or like whatever, then I'll let you know
Brittany says yeah. Cause I definitely wanted, after he talked to you, I wanted to confirm with him like, and just tell him like hey, not my place but like... she deserves it like, why not? Make him feel really assured like I am locked in with Taylor like come on
Alyssa says yeah exactly
Brittany says Monte can break a tie, come on, you don't have to do this
Alyssa says no exactly, and then I'll talk to Monte again, make sure he feels good, cause if he feels like it's not gonna f*** him over, then he'll be like alright
Brittany says and it might not be something that we know tonight. It might go down to the wire tomorrow, you never know. I know they both say they both want to sleep. Turner and Monte said they both want to sleep most of the day tomorrow
Alyssa says I'll pull Turner aside now and just be like hey, I wanna touch base, I really don't feel like I have Brittany, so I just want to make sure that I have you
Brittany says forces a tie... yeah. Because you would think in that case he knows you're going home. He knows Monte's not gonna keep you. Doesn't that get to build him some favor with you at least in the jury house
Alyssa says yeah
Brittany says like hey I gave her a sympathy vote. Monte ?? his HOH. Getting you out as HOH is not like... it's stupid ?? for Monte. No I would appreciate, and I want you to know if there's anything... if there's a 1% chance I will do it. It's only if there's a 0% chance and you're like Brittany we gave it a good run. You will haev to make that call, I will not make that call
Alyssa says okay
Brittany says and it would be nice to not have Taylor like coming for me if I'm here, cause you know I'm on my own if you leave this house
Alyssa laughs
Brittany says ??... seriously
Alyssa says I will let you know 100%. I just appreciate you doing this at all. I can not believe that this is my real life. Thank you so much
Brittany says oh Alyssa you have no idea. I literally was talking about it at length and just. I don't know what to trust. It's so hard. She's in my ear, rooting for me like, we're good, but I know what you told me. You have been in rooms where she said she's okay with me going right?
Alyssa says absolutely. She was advocating for it. This needs to happen
Alyssa and Turner go into the car room to talk (5:44 PM BBT)
I hate feeling like we have to chat but I feel like we should
turn well hey let's run it up dude
Alyssa says I'm still gonna talk to monte later today. He pretty much said that he was open and gonna consider and everything
Turner says fire
Alyssa says yeah. So I feel like I don't feel completely helpless, but I still 1000% have you?
Turner says yes
Alyssa says okay. Thank you
Turner says of course. Go to Monte if Monte's easier. Go to Brittany if Brittany's easier
Alyssa says I think it's Monte because whenever I've gone to Brittany it's been like I'm undecided, so I've heard that before. I've said that before. So... I'm gonna tlak to Monte again, cause he seemed really receptive to it.I mean you know him better than me but I'm just gonna be chill and at least if worse to worst, at least I'm not going out unanimous and I have somebody that doesn't want me out
Turner says there you go. Bam
Alyssa says if it's up to Monte and he says Alyssa's not good for my game, then that is the end of my Big Brother history here, but if I just have a little glimpse of hope, that makes me excited. So thank you
Turner says maybe you'll come back for all stars too
Alyssa says deadweight and useless
Turner says dude, not you, no. Okay cool well, it sounds easier convincing one person than two people so go crazy. Hoping the best out there
Alyssa says thank you. I have you one thousand one million person
Turner says yes
Alyssa says I don't have to ask you again?
Turner says no you do not
Alyssa says good cause I don't wanna annoy the sh** out of you
Turner says no Joseph
Alyssa says no Joseph. Thank you
Turner says got you
Alyssa says I appreciate you cause I know you voting to keep me if it didn't work out, maybe whatever happens with Taylor but, I still appreciate you helping me
Turner says I am helping Alyssa. That's my goal
Alyssa says thank you Turner.
Turner says you're welcome
Alyssa says I would do the same for you. I would die for you. I hope you know that. I would take a bullet to the head
Turner says dude wow. I mean I'm up to like the shoulder
Alyssa says I appreciate it. I'm still head. I'm heart now
Turner says you were head when I was mosquito bite so that's big
Alyssa says mmhm, but I appreciate you and I won't ask you anymore, but, thank you, I love you